Day 1 - Pattern Recognition

I fell off the wagon again. Would you believe it was the same temptation as last time? Freezies...

One thing is different this time around. I'm not being as hard on myself. I recognize that I am experiencing difficulties with this challenge, but that is no reason to quit. In fact, I feel quick invigored each reset, as I feel this is a process. 

On another note, I am pleased to have found a group of people in the neighborhood who play soccer routinely. Last night we kicked the ball around in the field for just over an hour. It was wonderful. I also ended up meeting some neighbors this way. Looking forward to making a regular event out of this.

No lofty proclamations this morning. Simply an update and reaffirmation that I am moving forward.

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